Conspiracy Theories versus Spirituality

I’ve translated the following article from the german original with kind permission of Steven from There is so much wisdom for the truth-seeking people in it – but also the doomed, egomaniac, psychopath and unloving might wake up from their blood lust. Read with your souls and understand!

Conspiracy Theories versus Spirituality

by stevenblack, October 6th 2011

It’s funny that the comment from Monika to the last post animated me to write about this subject. But the topic itself has occupied me for some time. You see, synchronicity within my articles can also work the other way, from you to me.

What I really find great .. ūüėČ


For those who are not interested in the comments on my blog – which is unfortunate by itself, because this blog only gets interesting from the comments – here a brief play-back:

Recently I got back to my reading of “The Biggest Secret” by David Icke.
According to Icke, it looks like psychopaths are humans that do some preliminary work for certain entities. If we believe Icke, the entire political caste and economy is infiltrated by these people. Wouldn’t we call this system of control rather “stupid” if it would just left the esoteric and consciousness-movement aside?

It’s not about psychopaths, although they certainly have to play their role. But really at the heart of Monika’s comments lies the latent danger of disinformation, which is particularly important for those people who overcome the “conventional explanations” and began to ask their own questions.

And since such people – almost inevitably, one is tempted to say – turn to spirituality, Monika sees a danger coming upon those people by the esoteric – and other sources of the “consciousness industry”.


Of course she is absolutely right about it! And in the same context I would like to mention  another comment:

I even go a step further and think that this scene is an important part of the system so that the business with fear runs really smoothly.

Yes! One could even argue that in effect a significant number of the many offers of the “consciousness industry”¬† represent pivotal points of a program, a program that I would call “to the last resting place”.

It serves the purpose of lulling us back, those who are already awake and go their own way of self-responsibility. But still we should NOT fear these programs!

Of course there ARE mind control programs within esotericism and also, even especially, in spirituality, the “difference” might only be found in the degree and level of disinformation. They are something like a “last frontier”, to keep us inside the manipulator’s prison.

It may sound strange, but we can even benefit from disinformation, because disinformation actually “lives” from an intermixture of correct information and their lies. Of course, these are “detours”, as it takes time to realize this circumstance – but that should not be a problem if we simply continue on our “path” and keep searching in order to answer our questions.

THAT is essentially what drives me, for example! And I just think that this will also be the case for all other truth seekers: we have questions. And who is halfway earnest with himself, even the worst disinformation presents nothing else than a detour, a nuisance one, for sure.


But, after all, we are currently living in the most dense of all worlds known to us: The third dimension will NEVER be made as such that these answers come to us with ease. And it remains very doubtful if the “transformation process” will change this¬† – I do not know, but I doubt it. Sure, many things will become much easier, this rigid form of control and spiritual oppression will disappear. (Bye-bye – and don’t you write a postcard ūüėČ ..)

My realization is that all the experiences we have gone through as a soul – I do not only mean our human incarnations by that – taught us many different lessens. Sure, maybe, we have been here many times in human form, but we certainly have also been astral spirits, flowers, animals – who knows how old we really are as souls?

It seems to somehow be a long time since I began to seek for answers to all the many probing questions that forced themselves upon me, the older I got. Though it have only been 10-11 years in which I read mountains of “smart books”, listened to lectures and seminars, all from people who believed to have the ONE answer themselves..

And probably all of them thought to have THE ONE truth, a pure, true and genuine truth. Although, lets rather say, some of them thought so, as nowhere else there are as many disinfo agents among the “enlightened”, cheaper by the dozen – what I actually only know as of now.

As many other people I’ve rummaged through the sheer mass of conspiracy literature, which, indeed, by the 1990s where not so widely distributed. Still in the years 1970-1980, “Whistleblowers”, true ones indeed, were just killed. Then, since the 1990s, this was practiced more seldom by the powers to be, because there were more and more of these “maverick elements”,¬† and murder probably became rated as “inefficient way”. After all, a murder was a clear indicator for the direction where it originated from and served as some kind of “indirect proof”.


Who went though this old-school conspiracy literature is also aware that today this very genre has been twisted to an other way of “fear mongering”.

Really, I do not want to sugarcoat anything, there is some information out there that made me have the “hair on end”. This is certainly NOT a simple, nor easy way to get answers. And I can understand why many people say that they prefer to rather not know. Truths are scary, for sure, especially if you only know the “truths” fabricated by the “All Lies Media Corporation”, which only serve to keep us in happy sleep and shape reality according to their own wishes.

All those organizations, secret societies and semi secret, conspiratorial associations, with their negative rituals that even don’t halt in front of child sacrifices and God knows what other evil intentions they may have, may well lead to some people think: “Oh my God – we are all lost”.


The GOOD NEWS, however: This fearful state only lasts for a short time, for some it doesn’t even arise, but as I said, it only lasts for the process of “digesting” that information, processing it and put it into the right context.

This is where the all important “aspect” shows up, why it does not work without spirituality:

Without being “armed” with a spiritual way of thinking, or a positive philosophy respectively, fear is going to “eat you up”. A spiritual view of the whole issue however, which concerns, after all, our very “being human”, will show us that it does not have to bother us – may the “dark forces” and their human henchmen within the various organizations be so many and their intentions so wicked and perverted and their hearts so cold as possible!

The “right context” – in my view – is that we humans are by far more powerful and stronger than they like us to believe. Meanwhile, even that insight itself has become an “old hat”, since quantum physics shook the very foundation of our world view and offered a stable basis for this way of thinking to millions of people.


The “right context” is – we humans have creative powers that are, even in their smallest impact, visible by the so-called “observer effect”. It is said that the “high initiates” in the grades of the Illuminati would have so much knowledge that would be considered as downright fantastic, in comparison with “normal people”. Okay, that may have been like this once, but today it has become just meaningless.

Meanwhile, I’m relatively sure about this, it means nothing any more, absolutely nothing! At least not for those of us who are willing to learn. ALL KNOWLEDGE is now available again, although these groups attempt to dilute the underlying principles. It doesn’t help them any more!

Who REALLY wants to KNOW, gets it! It’s simple! The more we are connected to our true selves , our true kernel, and not with one of those artificial identities ūüėē – the more confident and stronger we are inside, the easier we will get this information.

And just by the way, WHAT did they gain through all their knowledge? WHAT have they done with it? Correct: They sold it out for “30 pieces of silver”! It was used to suppress, in order to enrich themselves and directed against their very OWN SPECIES! (Comment by the translator: That is one theory, the other states that the global elite / cabal is partly not human and thus not part of our species ūüėČ )

They let themselves be lured by the “astral buttheads” (sorry, it just came over me ..) and let themselves be degraded to play their henchmen. Instead, this knowledge could have been utilized to build a FREE WORLD for FREE PEOPLE. There is no way to call this a “wise decision” ..


Okay, let us not overstate it: In reality, we can recognize their limited, oh-so “great power” from the fact that we had to¬† go through some “detours”, but finally the time has come, IT IS HERE and haunts into their astral long faces: their dead, cold and corrupt system will fall.

The time for fear programs has expired, all of their disinformation will not prevent this. Just as psychopaths try to imitate “normal people”, those elitist losers tried to imitate LIFE! Caught in the irrational belief that they were bigger, better, stronger than the Goddess/Creator/Creation, a very clear case of self-overhypedness.

The sooner we become aware of our repressed and hidden emotions again and allow them to be, the quicker we will get COMPLETE again. We humans are sentient, what after all is the most important “ingredient” from the force of creation. What essentially is the reason – why we are attacked so insistently from all possible directions.


It has become obvious, it’s not just any award, but a reality: KNOWLEDGE PROTECTS!

And finally to once again return to the beginning of this article, where Monika directed us to the fact that manipulation also exists in spirituality:

Sure, the human existence is often complicated, it is complex, as these matryoshka figures, you know, those ever-smaller, inside-each-other, Russian dolls. In fact, on this beautiful planet called Earth, there is “free will”, a concept that in its extreme form, unfortunately, includes the ability to break the will of others, to manipulate it, to seduce,¬† shape and harass.


Should we therefore go without spirituality? Or without conspiracy or awakening literature? Certainly not! That would mean the victory of these blenders and “owners of half-truths,” those “keepers of dead knowledge” and “soul sellers”. For my sake, leave them their “joy”, nothing more has grown from it than some detours and re-searches. Who really has questions does not stop seeking until he or her has found the answer that vibrates with him/her! That may lead to the unfortunate fact that as a human being you only get those answers you are mature and receptive for – but is that so bad?

It all takes its time ..

My God, let us lough about these buffoons, eventually we might even “give them credit” for that we internalized very well¬†our knowledge we learned the hard way? But never would I go as far as to call them “necessary”, as some do in their very popular “light / dark” examples..


This world will be going much better, and the people on it, if this “variety” is threatened of extinction..

The conspiracy literature is a valuable, important part to bring people to the right track. By the way, interestingly, this is also the case of books about nutrition, they provide a ‘gateway’ to the true understanding of being human and it’s “schism”.

Oh, and to those of the conspiracy authors who thought to proclaim the ONLY truth: It’s even not possible mathematically from the sheer mass of these “answers”. Or, maybe it is? Perhaps it may have been right FOR THEM, that’s how I mean it works.

And that is why it is so important to have your own questions:

Because there are only your own and personal truths out there!

And only then, I suspect, will these truths truly make us FREE! Namely from the inside ..

Why is there Evil in the World?

The top of the Illuminati Pyramid of Power here on Earth

After concentrating my mind on many negative events in the past months, I’m happy and relieved that finally I have the intention of writing a spiritual post.
One central question many if not most of the people, if religious or materialistic, ask in their lives is:
Why is there Evil in the World?

Like for many people this question has accompanied me in my life and recently I think I found a spiritual formula that convinces me. I wonder if others can follow the argument.

What is “Evil” in the first place?

Child in the Gaza War

One central attribute of all living beings in this universe seems to be the ability to suffer. So I would propose this one simple definition of Evil: Thoughts, emotions and actions (material as spiritual) that lead into/increase the suffering of others.
I think this definition should be acceptable for many, although I find it a little¬†human/living entity-centered.¬†To be¬†fully universal,¬†the definition should also be extended to¬†the unconscious part of nature and celestial bodies as well as any entities beyond this material universe. Also remember that the 5’000¬†years old Bhagavad Gita is talking of¬†spiritual entities (Half-Gods) that inhabit and guide stars and planets, for example Gaia, Mother Earth, who¬†is said to be the spiritual part of our¬†planet.

God, the Source of Everything, loves us individual Souls that much

There is no doubt in any spiritual and religious teaching in the universe that the source of everything is a being¬†of eternal love, wisdom¬†and energy/light. It would have been easy for the Creator to craft our souls as pure positive little “copies” of him/herself, but to put in individuality, FREEDOM has to be granted.

To take it short: My answer of why there is evil in this universe is the gift of individuality (virtual separation from other souls and the creator) and free will. Both are implicit prerequisites for experience and growth. In our existence where time is the main drive of change, giving us free will means giving us choice. Our lives consist of a constant span of happiness and suffering, between which we place our little choices that influence others. As literally everything in our existence is somehow interconnected, from the quantum level to gravitation in large-scale and between souls here and beyond, most of the millions of little choices in our daily lives have an influence on happiness and suffering of others. Evil is created by us when we are in the state of unawakened and unconscious living that makes us egoistic, self-centered, ignorant and arrogant.

I have no doubt that Krishna (another word for God, the Source) suffers with us and from our negative actions, probably in a much more complex way we do suffer. It is his divine love that nonetheless he gave us free will knowing that we would hurt others.

How much Evil is allowed in this Existence/Universe?

This 3+1 dimensional universe/third density has to follow many rules.¬†We humans with our limited science just “know” some of the laws, those¬†that apply to the materialistic/physical world. The¬†Hindus and¬†Buddhist are well aware of one spiritual rule, the veil, which¬†hinders our souls from knowing our prior lives and our one-ness with the Creator and all other beings.
Besides that we do generally not know that there are¬†well-defined¬†rules that govern the interaction between entities from different worlds (e.g. ETs) and densities (e.g. “angels” and “demons”). There is for example the rule of non-interaction between advanced alien species and planets in midst of biological and spiritual evolution as here on earth. Unfortunately there are exceptions, like the one that ETs can be invited in (free will!), what has been done in a most irresponsible act by the U.S. black government in the fifties when they didn’t know yet that these gray aliens generally¬†have a negative/service-to-self/regressive spiritual orientation. They could have known by looking inside their hearts and by being aware of their very own motivations (technological advancement over other nations in exchange of innocent humans being abducted, mutilated, mind-manipulated and otherwise abused). Our future is always defined and created by our intentions, that’s why it is so important that we are aware of our own intentions.

There are clear limits to evil actions here. Damage¬†and hurt to our material existence¬†is allowed quite far-reaching, as we have seen in Nagasaki,¬†Hiroshima, the Nazi concentration camps, the Soviet Gulag and so on. On the other hand, direct attack¬†to our spiritual existence is forbidden and evokes sudden interference of higher-dimensional helpers/”angels”. You do not have to take my word for that, just research the web for testimonies of people who have been threatened by evil entities/”demons” and¬†extraterrestrials¬†(grays, reptilians). People have chased them away by calling the help of God, Krishna,¬†Jesus,¬†Praphupada, Buddha, archangel Michael¬†and other spiritual¬†entities, or by generating as much love and light themselves so that they could chase them away directly!¬†

There is no reason to be afraid of evil as its influence is strictly regulated. Just stay in a constant feeling of love for yourself, for other people and for the creation, and avoid fear as much as you can.

Free Energy: Supressed by the Oil Connection for Decades?

Free Energy for All of Us? Picture from

What is free energy?

At the moment free energy is not much more for the public than a promise from mostly hobby inventors and a few companies: They say that energy can be gained from “nothing” or at least not from some sort of fuel. The term “free energy” is not clearly defined and the processes behind it are not proven by science. Nevertheless there are some quite promising concepts, explanations and machines and even physical possibility as I try to explain in this post.¬†

Einstein and zero point energy

Quantum physics assures and it has been proven that a complete vacuum – space with absolutely no matter in it – always has an energy amount that is greater than zero, first published by Albert Einstein and Otto Stern (Wikipedia on zero point energy). Experiments show that this energy amount is finite, the formulas themselves calculate an infinite energy amount! It’s like, if nothing is there, there is still energy, and possibly a very large amount of energy! This, by the way, is in complete congruence with Nassmin¬†Haramein’s still unaccepted Unified Field Theory. His famous presentation “Crossing the event horizon” is found in the best quality at (just scroll down a little).

Now what seems to happen in a complete vacuum, is that elementary particles (quantum) are constantly popping out of nothing and eventually disappearing into nothing. I do NOT¬†think that it’s actually popping out of nothing but I’ll go into that in more detail later.
These particles mostly have an elementary electromagnetic charge, thus creating small electromagnetic fields. As the positions, directions and spin of these “ghost” particles are absolutely random, they normally neutralize each other, so from the outside it seems that not much is going on in the vacuum.

Making zero point energy useful

Having overflown some of  free energy device designs available on the internet, I suspect that a substantial number of them work the following way:

First these machines create an electromagnetic field over an exactly defined area. This of course, needs an initial energy put into the system. This electromagnetic field is used to ‚Äúline up‚ÄĚ the zero point energy particles, simply spoken. It seems that the field gets stronger by doing this. By switching the direction and position of the initial electromagnetic field in well-defined angels and geometries, actual current can be won out of such a system. Many inventors affirm that this energy is bigger than the initial energy put into the system. We are talking of a multiplication of 1.x to 12 times!

Whatever the detailed mechanics are: Einsteins formula E=mc2 says among other things that the energy contained in matter is huge. Are we sure that all of this huge frozen energy lying in front of our eyes will always be out of our reach, that there is no hidden passage ever to be found?

What mainstream physics says

Fundamental laws in physics clearly say that perpetual motion (machines always running by themselves) and over unity (getting more energy out of a system than putting in) is not possible.¬†The law¬†of conservation of energy¬†says that you can only get the energy out of an isolated system that you put in or was already in before. Any researcher contradicting to¬†such “laws” immediately looses much or all of¬†his/her reputation in the scientific community.

I see two base problems in such an absolutist standpoint of science:

  1. What we call physical laws is nothing more than a description and abstraction of current understanding of science about a specific part of our reality. Most of the laws ever postulated by physics have been overthrown, enhanced or refined over time. As long as science has not understood and explained every last part of our existence, physical laws are nothing more than more or less accurate assumptions.
  2. The law of conservation of energy applies to isolated systems. Inside our universe I strongly believe that no such system has ever been observed or created. Everything in this existence is interrelated. This is not only a Buddhist wisdom but also a fact know from relativity and quantum theory. But is reality or the universe an isolated system? If not, and there is the strongest evidence for that, as I will try to show next, energy could come from places we do not have the slightest clue about.

Is the universe a closed system?

No physicist today can prove that the amount of energy is a static value in this universe. Some of the problems are:

  • We do not know the boundaries, if there are any, of this universe
  • We don’t have a clue about 98% of the energy in our universe (black matter and black energy). We only have a tiny information about it, which is its gravitation. About its complete sum of energy and if its static, we know nothing
  • We don’t know what is going on in black holes: Is all of their contained energy still to be considered as part of our universe?
  • There¬†are¬†essential¬†wholes in¬†our knowledge¬†(reason for¬†inertia – higgs¬†field?), understanding of gravity (gravitron?), and so on…

With so little knowledge, how dare science to have such a dogmatic standpoint regarding non-mainstream ideas? Are scientists even the new pharisee? 

In contrary, there is evidence from so far away sources as physics, religions and even ET contactees, that the universe is not a closed system:

  1. String theory predicts the existence of at least up to 11 dimensions of this existence. As I understand it, there are interrelations between all of these dimensions, so possibly there is also energy coming¬†in or getting out¬†to such “places”. One upcoming blog post will¬† be on the question if the dark matter is gravity we receive from other dimensions.
  2. People who report of their contacts with extraterrestrial civilizations (e.g. the Antromedans¬†and Pleiadens) report of parallel universes overlying our universe and having different “densities” than our’s (we are said to live in third density, next is fourth, up to eleventh and lately even 12th). There is a lot of talk in these circles¬†about entities moving between these densities.
  3. Most prophets, wise men and religions talk of other worlds beyond this world. One of the most detailed religious sources about other worlds and universes is also one of the oldest: The Indian Bhagavad¬†Gita. This 5’000 year old book talks in detailed numbers about different inhabited worlds in this and other universes.
    Examples (see

    1. “The Vedic scriptures states that humans have existed for 155 trillion years in the current cycle of creation and annihilation and before this cycle there were trillions of cycles. The duration of each cycle is 311 trillion years. Beyond this planet, there are trillions of other planets with living beings”.
    2. “The Vedic scriptures state that there is a spiritual and material creation. The material creation represents 25% of God‚Äôs creation. Consisting of millions of Universes, and within each Universe there are numerous planets. This Universe that the planet Earth is in is the smallest one. There are other Universes which are millions of times bigger than our Universe”.

The misunderstanding

I think we should start to consider that free energy is not about perpetual motion or “creating” energy. It’s just about¬†searching in directions that are unknown to current science and trying to enhance the picture of our knowledge. This, by the way, should be a central objective of science…

Inventions and patents

An in depth presentation of many free energy devices can be found at the great site made by Patrick J. Kelly. I suggest you download from there a copy of the full e-Book to your hard drive. At the present moment, with all the fights around Wikileaks, we do not know how long such information is freely available on a free internet.

Here are some examples:
Stanley Meyer: He discovered a¬†method of splitting water into it’ gas form (hydrogen and oxygen), using very little energy. He found that a common¬†combustion engine could run on¬†a small amount of this “hydroxy” gas if it was mixed with air, water droplets and some of the exhaust gas coming from the engine. He holds several patents.

Thomas Henry Moray:¬†He developed what he termed the “Moray Valve”‚ÄĒa device for extracting “radiant energy” from the “energy waves of the universe”, which he thought to be an inexhaustible environmental energy source. He held several demonstrations of this device (from Wikipedia).

Eugene Mallove:¬†He was a notable proponent and supporter of research into cold fusion. He authored the book Fire from Ice, which details the 1989 report of table-top cold fusion from Stanley Pons and Martin Fleischmann at the University of Utah. The book claims the team did produce “greater-than-unity” output energy in an experiment, which supposedly was successfully replicated on several occasions (from Wikipedia).

M. DeGeus:¬†He¬†was¬†the inventor of a thin wafer-like material/device that somehow specially aligned the atoms or electron currents ongoing in that material, so that the wafer produced a constant amperage at a small voltage ¬≠ continuous real power, or in other words a strange kind of “self-powering battery.

This list can go on for a long time. Please visit for a very extensive outlay of free energy technologies.

Two companies working on the field of zero point energy:

Cumulation of deadly coincidences


It seems that almost every publicly known researcher on the field has been threatened or killed:

Stanley Meyer: Following his sudden death, an autopsy showed that he died of a cerebral aneurysm. Meyer’s supporters continue to claim that he was assassinated.

Thomas Henry Moray: In the 1930s, Thomas Henry Moray reported that he and his family had been threatened and shot at on several occasions and his lab ransacked to stop his free energy research and public demonstrations. The 1975 book The Sun Betrayed claimed solar energy production was being suppressed by the US governmental bureau allocated to help its development.

Eugene Mallove: Mallove claims that the results of his cold fusion research were suppressed through an organized campaign of ridicule from mainstream physicists. He was fatally beaten May 14, 2004 in Norwich, Connecticut by an unknown assailant.

M. DeGeus: He might have been killed by an artificially provoked heart attack, just the day he was about to fly to europe to present his invention to investors. Please check the details of this death at 

Conclusions, if free energy suppression was a fact

  1. There would need to be a very powerful conspiracy among the oil industry (Saudi as well as US), the car industry (US and Japan) , governments/secret programs and even mainstream science to execute the suppression. There are obviously people on this world that would be egomaniac enough for that.
  2. These people would have committed the worst crimes against humanity (wars for oil, health), nature (pollution), individuals (researchers) and ethics in general (fraud).

If I combine these two assumptions, I find the same bad guys as are suspected for 9/11 and UFO/regressive alien cover up (Bushs/Freemason + Saudi). Coincidence?
The reader is strongly advised to do his/her own research on the subject and make up his/her own opinion.

Here is a start:
A recent report by mainstream organisation FAS – Federation Of American Scientists reveals that invention secrecy orders are at their HIGHEST level in a decade. A further report from 1971 (obtained under Freedom Of Information) reveals that some photovoltaic inventions in excess of 70-80% EFFICIENCY were subject to REVIEW AND POSSIBLE restriction.

Update: Is China up to release free energy devices/technology?

Among conspiracy theorists there is currently talk of china dropping out of a secret agreement with the US about keeping back free energy technology. On China Industry News¬†there is an article from march 2010¬†about china having the technology ready. David Wilcock talks of china’s plan to release the technologies¬†as well as putting up an international truth tribunal to handle the forces that were conspiring and manipulating mankind since world war II in his series China’s October Surprise I, II and III.